Giving It All To Him
So this past week I had an exchange with my District Leader, Elder Garcia. It went well and we had fun. At the end when we were talking about how everything is going he told me something that hit me pretty hard. He told me "Elder Robertson you are a great missionary and are doing great things. I don't know why but I feel prompted to tell you that there is something that is holding you back and you just need to let it go." This hit me and I wasn't sure why. I realized that I really am being held back by one thing but didn't know exactly what it was. The next day we were in a Zone Meeting and I got my answer.
We watched a talk from Elder Holland and he talked about leaving out "nets" just like the apostles of Christ did. But he said something that really caught my attention. He talked about how when Christ needs us to leave our nets, it's forever. To never be returned to. I realized that I had been thinking about something all wrong. I'm not here to do the best I can or to work the best I can. I'm here to be the best I can and to become the best I can. This hit me like a train. I realized that I really hadn't fully given it all to him yet. I hadn't fully committed to being a different Elder Robertson. To being the Elder Robertson that he needs me to be. Even if that means I'm going to have leave a lot behind. It was a very tender moment and one that I will never forget.
I realized that I'm never coming home. What I mean by that is that home will be different when I come home and, hopefully, so will I. So that was a neat experience this past week.
The Past Week
It was a good week. We didn't have a lot happen. We pretty much just worked our bums off and pretty much didn't have anyone to teach... it's been kind of a dry patch. But we are on a hard core mission to find everyone we can to start teaching. This past week we much have talked to 50 people and have some good potentials now!
The Intense Promise
While talking with one of our investigators, Salina, who has been evicted and currently searching for housing we talked about the Book of Mormon and it's power. I did something that I have never really done on my mission and might seem a little crazy. But it was prompted by the Spirit I swear! So we were talking to her and she was stressing hard core about where she is going to be able to live and how to get her kids into a stable place so that she can be the mother that she knows she needs to be.
We talked to her and promised her that if she would read every day and pray both morning and night for 1 week that her housing situation would be completely taken care of. We are waiting to hear back from her on the logistics. But it seems that that promise has come true!
Oh how great it is that we can truly trust in the Lord. When he promises us things or promises things through us, we can fully lean on him! It brings so much comfort to me as a missionary this simple principle!
I love y'all so much :) Have a great week!
Love,
Elder Robertson